Hence begins the quest of discovery. When we respond to this inner urge, we are searching for things that are beyond the five senses and, hopefully, gain an insight into what makes up life. At present, life on Earth means going to work, getting married, having kids, paying our taxes, paying our bills, following fashion, acting normal, and obeying the law. Life is dominated by survival and fitting in, and lots of survival and fitting in. We perceive this as the only reality because we don't know anything different. When we stop perceiving it this way, we begin to ask ourselves questions like: "Are we not alone in the universe?", "Are there really other dimensions?", "Does reincarnation exist for real?"
At a certain point, this quest for the meaning of life starts to encompass a search for Self, i.e., our Soul, our Higher Self, our Inner God/Goddess. Wonderingments like, "Are these ETs my star family?", "Am I a starseed on a specific mission?", "Did I use to be a commander of a space fleet?", gradually pop up in our mind, inspiring us to seek out the truth and find out more about ourselves. Our quest for self-identification and finding that missing fundamental factors draws us toward delving into our past deeper and deeper, accompanied by pondering and agonizing over our own past, and more pondering and agonizing. When we look back on the pages of our lives, each page is torn and there is no final chapter. There are also moments when we feel resentful towards our family, our neighbors, our friends, our colleagues because they don't understand us, and worse yet, they are not even trying to. We feel like abandoned, depressed, wondering when we could wake up from the spell as we gradually release the traumas and pains that have been kept bottled up for so long incarnation after incarnation. We know the purpose of being here and can understand the reason behind wishing to be here before birth. It's just when the day will come for us to reunite with our star family, with our Self is always an issue. The moment we pick up ourselves again, we soon find us getting caught up in another duality drama.
Time is indeed the only factor that distorts the bonding between us and our Higher Self. It swoops in and creates pockets of despair, hopelessness, and abandonment. Time forms separation, and the perceived discontinuity of reality, which then creates doubt in the Universe's fairness and overarching purpose. The fear that arises from this separation is that the universe is a rather chaotic and whimsical energy, and that we have no control of our own future. Living in the 3D is by no means a carnival, let alone to learn experiences from it, but this journey of discovering the missing fundamental factors requires us to be more forgiving and more loving of ourselves.
What is this missing part? Could it be as simple as wanting to find and experience total love and acceptance? The more we acknowledge this truth, the farther we derail from the track of this journey because we always keep looking for this total love and acceptance from people around us, rather than from our own selves. No matter how hard we try, we just never get to find this person that can give us love and acceptance unconditionally because who would have ever thought that unconditional acceptance must first come from within. The missing fundamental factor that we've been trying to find throughout this journey is that person who is deep down inside us and who is desperate to emerge and be acknowledged. That perfect partner is not others but ourselves, our Soul, our Higher Self, our Twin Flame. It is not until this point do we start aligning with the Integral of our entire Being, and live from this perspective as a developing reality, which attracts a natural state of harmony and balance. However, this does not necessarily mean that our daily lives are not without problems or discomforts. Instead, it signifies a growing awareness that life experience is meaningful to the extent we are aligned with our higher selves, and our personal reality must flow from this strata of the multidimensional universe so as to create lasting joy and inner peace.
This vibration lifting is, however, not a goal for some people. It is simply a necessary procedure to help a much larger goal be achieved: to bring this universe back into wholeness, to bring all creations into Oneness. And that includes thoughts that are out of alignment. People who wish to help achieve this larger goal will know what to do once they've acquired an adequate amount of understanding regarding how to deal with every portion of themselves.
Special thanks to SusannaThorpe-Clark and Ernie.