2017年9月12日 星期二

The Emergence of A Synthesis Model of Existence and the Man of the Sixth Race

Synthesis Model of Existence describes a model of existence that combines self-saviorship and detachment from the hierarchy: Wingmakers Chamber Two Philosophy. It is the next outcome of the Grand Experiment, and might signify a long process of the merging of the spirit and matter. Self-saviorship means instead of relying on the externals and waiting passively for redemption, the individual takes on the responsibility to perform the liberating task themselves. Detachment from the hierarchy, on the other hand, denotes a growing awareness that the connection between the individual and the Source is subtly undermined through the system/the Matrix, including layers of language, belief system manipulation, and ritual controls to intervene between the spiritual essence of entities and their source, First Source.

This long merging process begins with the sense of separation from the Source/I AM presence to finally a yearning to merge with that spirit, to return home. It also means the individual will purify the matter (i.e., the mental body, emotional body and the physical body) to the point that the entropy of one's personality is greatly reduced and that the goodness in you vastly overpowers the badness within you. This is a process of self healing that requires much patience and more loving and forgiving of oneself, which will result in personal happiness and fulfillment and helps bring forward a plan.

Although for us humanity, the sense of separation from God may feel rather intense and real as we all wonder what's the point of all this suffering while being stranded in a place that prayers never get answered. The connection with the Source is, in fact, never severed, and no matter what happens to the individual, the code that is embedded inside all human life can 'pull' them home, BUT it takes time and cooperation from us as well- a great dismay to people who wish this inner task could be fulfilled by people other than themselves.

It is not some insane experiment run by a mad scientist so that "God could experience Evil itself" or a punishment for mankind. The programming of the hierarchy has successfully led some into believing either they are "a victim of their Higher Selves", or into believing they can "find their salvation as long as they cling to believing all-this-experiment-thing-is-just-a-test-and-we-all-agree-to participate-in-it heroism scenario WITHOUT willing to acknowledge the shadows aspects within and transform them. The self-healing process can be compromised significantly if that individual is to keep denying his/her feelings and clinging to old beliefs. Whatever thoughts and feelings that are still remaining and hidden inside that person, if those thoughts can't be dealt with right now, they will have to be dealt with sooner or later.

As is suggested by Cobra, if one is to follow this path of shadow integration, one needs to admit all shadow aspects within, observe and be a loving witness to them- be more loving and understanding of yourself. There is a difference between a true connection with one's I AM presence, and a mental belief .  People need to be crytal-clear of what they truly pine for, because a mental belief might help you today, it might no longer serve you tomorrow. A mental belief could break a man fully apart when "another higher truth is introduced". With a true connection, however, one STILL will feel that frustration (to say no frustration at all would be like telling people not to see the elephants in the room); but a sort of bonding will be made at an internal level that you begin to know you are NOT alone in this mire, despite still having some doubts and unpleasantness regarding where your future lies. Of course people will have doubt until they are 100% sure of everything, and it is highly unlikely we will get our answers until the final breakthrough and beyond. It is up to each individual's decision on how to deal with their own doubt.

(July 6, 2017, Cobra Second Interview)

EM: During these years, although we might have some quarrels with our family, it doesn't necessarily mean we don't love them. When we calm ourselves down, we just move along and cherish the time we spend together. Some people are asking whether this form of relationship can be applied to the relationship with our I AM presence and even to the Light Forces?

C: Yes.

The genetic mind of human species has, unfortunately, been enhanced since the fall of mankind when the Dark Forces successfully bred humanity doubts and distrust toward their Source, and humanity made a very unwise decision to experience such a harsh evolution path without putting up a good fight, and worse, developing a deep-rooted mental belief that only through the evolutionary path of harshness and predictment can make a soul, soul. It is because of humanity's ignornance and arrogance that have put all the starseeds in the wheels of karma, that have made this liberation task extremely challenging, with a great number of starseeds not only forgetting their missions, but also ending up getting lost themselves. And in the self-pity of the  humanity comes the harshest accusation that NO beings in the universe can EVER understand their pains and agony, when in fact, Ascended Masters and starseeds have altogether incarnated here thousands of lives simply to hold the light for them, but at the same time with the jeopardy of themselves being brainwashed and getting lost.

(March 4, 2016, Cobra First Interview)

EM: Corey mentioned that our DNA has been manipulated to the extent that we tend to worship people who are always better than us, that we worship Gods and others who claim to be the spokesperson. This is done so that we will never look within. But apparently altering our DNA alone is not enough, propaganda is also employed to minimize the possibility for people to turn within. So, the cabal really go all out to tamper our will to connect within, but no matter what they do, the possibility for people to look inward is always there and can never be severed "completely". Is that correct?

C: Yes

EM: So, that's a wonderful news, because some people might question if we were "born" in this way, genetically-wise, how could we ever be able to turn the table. Since we are on this, would you say this has always been the case in each cycle that the majority of the human race are reluctant to look inward for answers?

C: Especially in the last 5000 years or so.


In previous civilizations, the Light Forces tried all their best to stop mankind from leading themselves onto a path of self-destruction, but in vain. The shadow aspects of the human genetic mind keeps 'steering' them into an extreme focus on service to oneself, just as the majority of the human population still are today, trapped inside a loop where they keep feeding themselves an unquenchable thirst for things that attempt to satisfy all the five senses. Service to Oneself has outweighed Service to Others, with a staggering number of people being insanely apathetic to things and other people around them. That's the very reason why the Dark Forces can keep so many agenda hidden from the surface population. If we do not want history to repeat itself again, the only people that can rectify all this madness is: ourselves, the humanity. After digesting the data dump of disclosure and the much-needed time to heal ourselves, a day will come when we have to make a decision to either move on and hope we don't repeat our mistakes again, or keep getting mired down in our mistakes or holding onto a life that no longer serves the higher purpose of us.  

(July 6, 2017, Cobra Second Interview)

EM: According to “Unveiled Mysteries”, humans were intended to lead a life in prosperity and abundance with God and that was the very reason why humanity were created at first so as to live as Father and Son, but humanity at that time felt they were "less perfect" than Gods, disregarded Gods' warning about their impending adversity during cycle after cycle and worse, were later manipulated by the dark forces to doubt the Source, and thus they were not so ready to shoulder their responsibility as a co-creator? Is that correct?

C: Yes, that is correct. 

EM: Is that why shadows must be integrated now if people wish to take that sovereignty back?

C: Yes, of course.

The genetic mind of the human species is the single most powerful component of the hierarchy and it is formed by the very conditions of the human instrument living in a three-dimensional, five-sensory context that is all-consuming. It seems like all is lost when living in a low-vibration density for such a great length of time, and there is no way humanity could retrieve back their 12 strands DNA all by themselves. Nevertheless, it seems like a help from above has already been underway: Oraphim. Hence to repair the human DNA and restore that higher consciousness with their I AM presence, a cleansing process will begin where an individual must surrender all their old belief systems, fear and doubts to their I AM presence. It is only through the determination of that individual and his/her cooperation can the merging be as harmonious as possible. Though there might be various healing technologies after the Event to repair humanity's DNA, it seems like there might still be a long way to go before we can get rid of our own shadow aspects like inflated ego, intricacy of the human mind, fear, doubts, and so on so forth. Honesty to one's soul paves the way. This synthesis process probably also catalyzes the emergence of the Man of the Sixth Race.

(July 6, 2017, Cobra Second Interview)

EM: Is it true a new type of being would come into emergence as a result of this shadow integration? A brand new kind, called the Man of the Sixth Race?

C: Basically the Man of the Sixth Race is the next stage of evolution which has already started a few centuries ago and this new stage of evolution is having a quantum leap right now and will have the biggest quantum leap at the time of the Event.

Some might find this synthetic process correlate with Empowered Ascension, for that ascension is earned when that individual is fully committed in shadows integration and releasing all the 3D attachments that no longer serve them. Though it is earned, this does NOT necessarily mean every humanity is on this path of ascension, for ascension is the birthright of every sentient being, and it is likely that everyone will have their ascension when the timing is right. It is likely that the majority of the human population need to be more Service to Others instead of Service to Oneself, but how to obtain their own ascension is still unknown for now. Besides, NOT every humanity is on the same path of spiritual growth, and NOT everyone will find their place in the Golden Age. With that being said, the more people make that decision to be honest with their souls and integrate whatever shadows they might have, the more people will be saved. This is all part of a plan, and a time when there is a great need for Ascended Masters. One thing to bear in mind is ascension is NOT all about the opening of one's third eye, retrieving 12 strand DNA, or having any psychic abilities developed like telepathy, teleportation or farsight. Its major focus should be put onto the expansion of one's consciousness, which may or may not induce various reactions from that individual because of living in a time of oblivion for too long. That's why there is a lot of need for healing, especially the healing for your past. This process puts one's honesty and patience into great test, when we choose either to doubt our Source just like we used to, or "dance with this patient Spirit inside" that has always been listening and protecting though we might keep tripping and falling in the steps that are still unfamiliar to the majority of us.

The main problem, however, still lies greatly in how the surface population copes with their fear and shock once knowing not only have they been living in the illusion and spiritual enslavement in this life, but also in many of their past incarnations for the last 25k years. Many of the unawakened Starseeds will also be caught up in this trauma simply because the truth is way too overwhelming for anyone to handle, which has invariably pushed people into embarking on the endless search for a higher purpose that could justify all this madness and pacify their wounded souls. No one has the courage to face the music where almost every aspect of your life is under such close surveillance and with lives severely endangered by the Dark Forces, let alone the spine-chilling spiritual imprisonment.

Some will refuse to accept this truth, claiming it's just an "illusion" and continue to lead an old life by default; or, they "receive messages" from their higher selves that they are the messengers of Gods/disciples of Ascended Masters, that they've been outside this quarantine many times, and now returned to save everyone if people follow and worship them. Just because the Dark Forces and the cabal are arrested, it doesn't mean the greed of humanity will stop, as some would still wish to live their old lives and "jump on at such an opportunity of big time". The only savior people can rely upon is themselves, unless we still want to hand over our sovereignty to others as we used to before the deluge of the Atlantis and even until modern times, to politicians.

One thing we need to be on the same page is that a hero/heroine would accomplish nothing IF the rest of the population still wish to continue that old life and give up their sovereignty to that hero/heroine, which will only allow the history to repeat itself again. There will also be people who snarl at the Light Forces or the Ancient Guardian Race as if it were the duty of these beings to "always" protect them, but refuse to cooperate with these sentient beings and shoulder a bit of their own responsibility. The Golden Age will be a time when we, the humanity, have to work as a collective, rather than individuals, so we need to discard whatever heroism that is remaining. It will take time for some people to truly realize "Never do to others what you don't want others to do to you". And there is little the Light Forces can do if we refuse to take a bit responsibility of our own. What makes the Guardian Race leave in previous civilization? And why can't we feel the presence of Ascended Masters if we continue to let that programming tell us what defines a master.  It makes one wonder.

(Jan. 18, 2017, Cobra Interview by International Golden Age Group)

Jedi : How would Jesus, Buddha and other ascended beings present themselves on the surface of the Earth after the Event, especially after the First Contact ?

C : They will not present themselves at the moment of the Event, they will present themselves at a certain moment after the first contact, when the consciousness of humanity is high enough to accept those beings as they are, and not how they imagine them to be in this moment. So there will be a great deal of deprogramming taking place before that happens, and humanity will be able to understand and experience their energy directly when the time is right, and that will be quite some time after the Event and a little bit after the First Contact.

But what is Synthesis? Synthesis is actually not a new notion at all. In fact, almost everyone is consciously or subconsciously synthesizing BEFORE the disclosure. Because back then, there was greater possibility for ordinary people to embrace their lights and shadows, which could be correlated with "advantages and drawbacks". If it is just advantages and drawbacks, then this integration process "roughly" equals to EQ management, where that individual is morphing into a person of positive thinking. People were more tolerant of their own advantages and drawbacks before disclosure. Why? Because people used to believe it is who they are. For instance, a kid might argue with their parents all the time, but it doesn't mean they don't love them. An individual might have many drawbacks, but it does NOT necessarily mean they are a horrible person. A child might be a great heavy metal music lover, but it does NOT necessarily mean they are wicked.

However, things are no longer the same once people know they've been instilled with all this mind control and constantly suppressed in every possible way. People find themselves "a victim" being brought up in the personality family (Aurora 2012, p. 234), and their perspectives on their parents shift as well, with some, in spite of all this, still choosing to forgive and move on. Worse yet, people no longer see themselves as the beautiful angels they once were, and they feel resentful toward the beings who have "stained" their purity without their permission. Starseeds, particularly, might have the biggest trauma as they've all wondered what's the point of sacrificing all this to assist mankind, but ended up being lost in the mission and giving up on their angelic lives in higher density.

It is because of this disclosure-induced shock, pain, and indignation that a fine line between the Light and the Dark is drawn, with people beginning to doubt themselves as some sort of genetically mutated creatures out of some insane genetic experiment. People might begin to develop fixed notions about what is light and what is dark, what is good and what is wrong, and their self-identity could be lost for good. One thing we have to bear in mind is the programming does NOT define us, WE get to decide who we want to be now or in the future.

Those awakened have had the same fair share of shocks, fears, pains, doubts, resentments, and inner struggles for the last few years. This inner struggle is rather intense and requires one being as patient and as loving and forgiving to oneself 'as possible'. We must give ourselves the much-needed time to walk out of this haze of pain, and it cannot be done over night. It is only after the releasing of the past can the healing phase truly begin. It will then be up to each individual's freewill to choose how to "express" themselves. Will we deny being such a being so less perfect than Gods like we used to in previous civilizations, or will we start to accept this past, and choose to move on? Those who wish to set themselves free from both polarity could refer to the following two articles by SusannaThorpe-Clark: Integrating Unity, and Making Sense of the Ascension Journey.

By Iona

Shadows Integration and Subconscious Behaviors, Techniques to Recover from Energy Attacks


What trouble the lightworkers most are the energy attacks, while for the majority of the people who just wake up to this nightmare after the disclosure, they probably won't experience energy attacks because the Dark Forces will then have been taken care of. However, chances are that some of these people might lose it, harboring suspicion whether they were once harassed or haunted by those malicious entities. This article is for these people if they, either before or after the Event, unfortunately have sort of this unpleasant incidents.

People who never have experiences of this sort rarely understand what it feels like to have voices or images always stuck in your head. It follows you whenever you go and whatever you do. You think you would get better if you can just talk to someone, and yet the voices are still there, intruding your thoughts, emotions, and every cell of your body. And one day, it just gets worse. You begin to see all your fears "manifested" in physical forms in an unbelievably intimidating fashion. You are lying in bed in hope of getting some rest from all this disturbance, you turn around, and suddenly a clown's face with her bloody wide-open mouth comes into your sight. You shut your eyes tight, but her wicked laughter reminds you of her obnoxious presence. You cover your ears, but she begins to pat you on the shoulder. Apparently, she has no intention to cut you some slack. There is a serious repercussion to literally every aspect of your life, when a moment of serenity shounds so right for almost everyone, but just not you. It's a horrible thing to hear, let alone experience.

For people involved in the liberation, and unfortunately have this experience, the only one who can put yourself out of this misery is you. It is worse enough to experience in person, let alone perform the healing task all by yourself when all you need is "just" someone who can be there for you whenever that nightmare tightens its grip on your head. I, like many other lightworkers, also unfortunately have that trauma, and sadly like almost everyone else, also have to perform the healing task on my own. I will put down my experience as detailed as I could, hoping that people with the similar distress could recover from it if they find this helpful.


It all started when I made a decision to integrate my shadows. In a word, shadows integration means you do whatever you can to integrate your human weakness, such as anger, guilt, doubt, fear, jealousy, etc. I adopted a method called "personification" WITHOUT being fully aware of it. Personification means you "personify" every portion of your personality, emotions, and thoughts, bringing each of them into a vivid individual character of their own. For instance, you might build a character around your own jealousy, so it embodies the personality of Medusa, and is separated from your entire being. Almost everyone is doing this personification in their daily lives consciously or subconsciously. A kid may play with dolls, assigning each of them characters. A man feeling bored might talk to his dog or cat, conjecturing what their pets might respond and thus engaging in a conversation like that with another normal person. Knowing this is crucial, because we can't know what's wrong with us if we don't know we've been doing some thing SUBCONSCIOUSLY without even noticing the behavior. It is a huge mistake that will result in lots of problems, for I was unaware of using this personification technique at first. And this article is NOT to spread fear, for you already have a lot to handle in the disclosure. What I experienced did NOT necessarily mean you will experience. The problems will be addressed later.

During the early stage, I was busy integrating anger, guilt, and at the same time, having a delightful daily conversation with my higher selves, angels, GCL(Galactic Confederation of Light). I paid little attention to my fear and doubt as I had just realized that the angels and extraterritorial lives are for real, and couldn't wait to spend another second on immersing in my "daily activities" with them, in my head, of course. With the aspiration surging up inside to liberate this planet, I was also caught up in sending light and "having conversation" with the Dark Forces as I could understand their pains of being separated from Source for such eons of time. I understood them just as I understood my own shadows. But alas, things got a little bit out of control when I finally came to realize these beings are by no means just "playing their roles".  

My perspectives toward these beings shifted when I read certain articles by James Mahu, where he talked about the HMS system that suppresses the Sovereign Integral. From that point on, I never found myself a normal person, because with that parasites-and-implants intel released by Cobra, I occasionally had thoughts of being attacked by these entities inside. It got worse when I watched Cosmic Disclosure, in which Corey Goode revealed certain technologies in SSP by the Cabal to purposely confuse and attack people like Voices of God, and the scalar wave technology, which was later also revealed by Cobra. Since then, my heart shattered and the trust in Light collapsed for good, and it finally dawned on me that "Ok...so these Archons and Cabal really want to take us down." After that shocking day of horror, I had lived in constant fear, always wondering when the next of wave of energy attack would strike.

But what about the personification? Why is it a huge mistake not to know it consciously? Even after seeking the protection from the Light Forces, I still couldn't stop any weird thought from popping in my head unceasingly, simply because I SO believed I was every portion of my shadows. I began to believe I was a lunatic, a murderer, an Archon, a Chimera, a Reptilian, and yes, the Yaldboath, and all the other malicious beings, you name it. Because of the misleading notion about All is One, I took it too far using personification to integrate shadows, hoping to assist the breakthrough. Both of this have together led me into believing "part of me" is devilish, and thus "lost my identity" for quite a while. Once you identify yourself with something, you will find it. It's part of our co-creation abilities. Children, adults, actors and actresses alike all have this co-creation ability, which I will later address.

I even later developed the mental belief that I suffered a mental illness and had multiple personalities. You have this doubt because you are trying to figure out what is the matter with you, and no one can give you an answer. I so firmly believed I was mad; otherwise, why else would I keep having these gnawing thoughts even after seeking the protection from the Light Forces? The only possible explanation was "part of me" did not want to be protected, did not want to calm down, and it sounded so right at that time. Those were really the dark days of my life, until one day, it just flashed across my mind that I had been using personification without knowing it. The imagination has left me painfully believing those personified thoughts and shadows were REALLY talking to me. It was then I went through a long process of healing where I no longer viewed my thoughts and emotions "as a living being". Most people stopped fearing once they requested the protection from the Light Forces, but not me. I seriously had doubts of myself being normal and sank into it.

The fear, the doubt, the false understanding of the notion of  All is One, together with the personification technique have consumed me, turning me into a person I would last want to be, and I just couldn't stop the noises in my head. The mere sight of any relative TV programs or movies brings that insanity notion to mind, even if it's just from the words of strangers on the street. Then I reacted to traumas, getting stuck in the head again. What could possibly go wrong did all go wrong. I got entangled in the web of fear, dreading I would never be normal again. The more I feared, the more proof I found. Most people find a man with a tin-foil hat funny; it won't be that funny once you get to experience in person how they feel. It's a horrible sight to witness.

Subconscious Behaviors and Techniques

There are various ways on the Internet to help you cleanse this energy attachment, and you can also find it on Cobra's recommended links on the right column of his blog. The techniques I am writing down here requires a bit of faith in the Light Forces, and "a great major part" done by yourself. Almost every ordinary person can perform this healing task by themselves, and it doesn't require you to have any extensive knowledge in energy healing, as the majority of the human population is just beginning to understand this scope of knowledge after the Event. 

The problem we have is, in fact, the problem all actors and actresses might have when they are devoted to the characters they are playing. The only difference is we might be experiencing energy attacks in the liberation, and the trauma is too overwhelming for us to handle. That's why I say it takes a little bit of faith in the Light Forces, for we need to ask for their protection first before we can move on healing ourselves. Otherwise, we won't be able to lead daily lives as a normal person, for we will keep entangling ourselves in doubts and fears. It is only after experience like this that you begin to wish to live a mundane life, no matter how monotonous it would be. Everyone went through the phase of being a victim in this duality drama, so you need to be more understanding of yourself. But don't get too mired down in it. It's cliche, I know. But take it from a person who went through a similar pain like you-- sometimes, we really have to let go and be more understanding of ourselves, no matter how lonely that denotes.

When that request is made allowing the Light Forces to assist in your healing, a connection is made in which you gradually dismantle the wall of fighting alone. The wound is too deep that it leaves us this sense of desolation and keeps us trapped in victimhood, ultimately with a hardened belief that "Help won't arrive/It won't work no matter what I do!" The connection with the Light Forces will also relieve you of the burden of performing the healing task all by yourself, if unfortunately, no one is there by your side for now. After making that connection, you also need to focus less on thoughts like "maybe these actors and actresses also experience the energy attack without knowing it". This is true, because it is only after knowing all this truth that the trauma becomes too great to be dealt with. Before knowing about all this spiritual prison, we overcame our fear with a much greater possibility than we could right now because we used to think all this is nothing but gibberish, and had much faith in ourselves to handle things. This means it would be much difficult for us now to handle things on our own than in the past, and this understanding can only come from ourselves. No higher perspectives can put yourself out of this misery. The more you think there is a higher purpose to your trauma, the more you find yourself a victim. Some still hold onto the mental belief that they agree to "participate in this experiment", so they can better prove themselves. But if you try to tell this to people who have experienced energy attacks, what do you think they will respond?  It's not something that faith or mental belief can resolve, because all these people want is just safety

Back to these actors and actresses, they also have "the lost of identity" when they are too committed in their characters. A movie star, Jane, say she is playing a character, Jill, who has mental illness, Jane also has moments in her daily lives when she thinks she is a patient of mental illness like Jill. Or a soap opera actor, who plays a character called Chandler, who is the class clown in the play compared to the real-life him, might also subconsciously exude a certain sense of humor when that actor is hanging out with his close friends. His friends may then frown and say "Dude, you are doing Chandler again!". This is normal and people get that a lot in that trade. The point of this is having you to be aware that this lost of identity seems normal for people in that trade, but horrifying for lightworkers because we immediately associate our trauma with devil possessions and energy attacks. This is NOT to tell you that you need to deny that awful experience, but we need to train our mind to focus LESS on it and move on once for all.

Now I will further explain how our mind works at various stages of development. Let's wind the clock back to being an innocent child having wild imagination, playing with toys. You picked up a barbie doll in your left hand, and a plush bunny in your right. You were having an amazing tea time and a joyous conversation, playing two different characters with the toys. When you became an adult, there were moments when you had to make a decision, but you didn't know what to do. "Lassie, let's party, forget about all the tasks and wind down, you deserve it!", said the devil of you. "Noooo! No! No! Your husband is doing all the house chores for you, picking up the kids to and from school, let alone his packed schedules with all the meetings at work. Stay and help him," said the angel of you. All this is normal for you until one day you learned about all the mind control, DNA manipulation, scalar wave technology and dark entities projecting their thoughts to you, and then you thought to yourself, "Is there really a devil inside me, then why am I saying stuff like this? Oh my god...could it be some dark entities are projecting their thoughts to me!? They are projecting, aren't they?! ......Or do I have multiple personalities? I DO, don't I?!" You know the rest of the story. Fear and doubt begin to grip you tight, consuming you, and you can smell their putrid breath and feel their claws of death. People hear two voices because it's just a metaphor which is used when you are describing the inner struggle to someone else. But things are no longer the same once you know too much truth and it's understandable.

All the above is for you to be aware that the connection between certain thoughts and feelings could be severed. You need to practice disassociating whatever pops up in your head (thoughts) with that trauma-induced fear and pain (emotions). There is a solution to bypass your trauma, but it takes practices. Most of the time, we are leading a life by default, and thoughts also become rigid in that pattern. For instance, people say Mickey, then you hear Mouse. Blue is the color of depression, but not so blue for the Blue Avians. ISIS is a group of terrorists for the unawakened humanity, but a goddess name for lightworkers and light warriors. People say octopus, then you hear Yaldboath, but there are many things that denote octopus: a real creature in the sea, or the cartoon character in SpongeBob. And each association/thought induces different feelings, some are hilarious, some are cool, and some are truly nauseating.

Every time the trauma comes to surface, you try your best to associate with something else funny or positive. That way, the chances of you reacting to the fear and pain caused by that unpleasant memory would be gradually reduced. We fear something mostly because we don't want to think about it at all, and we blame ourselves every time it just pops up. So the pains caused by the trauma need to be severed, and gradually you could move on. It takes practices, but do NOT force yourself into this if the feelings are still too intense. Some scaffolding of the mind must be set up before a futher step could be taken. That means you have to STOP thinking it is your fault whenever that fear flashes across in your mind. Like I said, the actors and the actresses play all kinds of characters, and they get lost themselves in the characters sometimes. You need to have faith in yourself more, and disassociate that fear with it's-all-my-fault mentality. Every time it comes up, you replace it with "actors have this problem as well" to encourage yourself and focus on that for a while, or you replace it with "the Light Forces send me help", or any words you find helpful at present. Immersing yourself in your hobby might also help reduce the pains. But like I said, don't force yourself into this, the trauma might be still as shocking.

The healing process can be greatly facilitated once people make the decision to move on, but you need to insist on it. You won't be able to move on if the protection protocol from the Light Forces is not requested. Ask whatever assistance is needed from the Light Forces, if you feel the urge to ask them to heal your past 24/7, then do it. It will take tremendous burden off your shoulder. This process is long and tedious and sometimes, really annoying, because you did not have so much fear and doubt before. This is totally understandable.  If you find this technique not useful, don't hesitate to go seek other assistance, and do whatever way possible to lead a normal life again. You are the only one that can save yourself.

Our subconscious behavior has affected us in a far-reaching way than we ever want to admit. And people might react to the disclosure-induced trauma in a way they begin to make too much of what they say and do, fearing they would no longer "be themselves" as they might hold onto the belief that there is this devil inside, this voice telling them to do the things they don't want to do. That's why people need to be aware that shadow integration does NOT mean there is a devil in you, or you have energy of both light and dark, which leads you further into believing you are both a good man and a bad man, a light being and also a dark being. This is nonsense, and serious things could happen to people if they continue thinking in that way. It might cause a detrimental lost of self-identity, with belief systems such as one is both peace and chaos, is both everything and nothing, is both sane and insane, is both healthy and unhealthy. There are certain notions that cannot be comprehended by the genetic mind of the human race, at least not until we receive proper education and guidance from the Light Forces, because we have been living under the mind control for too long a time. There will still be people who rejoice at every false teaching by the Archons as if they reached the point of evolution where they know no pains and sufferings, but only peace and happiness. There is little the Light Forces can to if people refuse to have an open mind, discarding whatever they've learned in this system.

Shadow integration is a deep cleansing process because every suppressed feeling must come out to be consciously aware of, and things could really go wrong and leads to lost of self-identity if one is to be naively thinking they are both peace and chaos. It would be like someone saying he has cancer, and he also has no cancer. That confusion could then lead one into doubts of their behavior and, ultimately fearing if they are suffering some mental illness. In this case of extreme, the shadows that need to be synthesized is just doubts and fear, particularly doubt, as it is the portal to all fears.

by Iona

2017年8月11日 星期五

An Open Letter to People Who Have Found Themselves Quite Fatigued

This is an open letter to people who have found themselves quite fatigued along these years. We all have our moments of feeling rather isolated from our family and friends, feeling like no one really understands us and no one knows or even cares to ask what has been troubling us. Whether you are still gritting your teeth until the final breakthrough, or the numerous problems in your lives have unfortunately no longer allowed you to continue, you are more than welcome to talk about your problems. You can write an anonymous letter to the official blog email: soraascension@gmail.com


You could tell us your story, what has been worrying you, or you have unfortunately been through some traumas, and so on and so forth. If you have already shared it in public before, you are welcome to share it again if you want to. If you feel uncomfortable talking about it in public, and you've been in your mission alone for even too long a time, then hopefully this blog can serve as an avenue to alleviate your problems. Both Chinese and English are welcome. Your letter will NOT be published elsewhere on the Internet other than this blog WITHOUT your permissions. Please let us know, at the closing of your email, if you hope your story to be posted on this blog so that other lightworkers could be inspired, and if you wish your name to be revealed.


2017年7月12日 星期三

Heavens Divide: From a Sense of Separation to Finding a Solution

The following article is written by Essayenya Mostenya based on the observation of people around. From now on, if an article is written by this person, it would be specified with "E.M." at the end of the post. If not, then it would not be specified. This blog will be the official blog for any of this person's future post, and it wouldn't be firstly published elsewhere on other social media. Special thanks to Sapphire for sharing the song.
"Could I always see things from a higher perspective?" Before we can answer ourselves this question, we need to look back on the time we just awoke.

There is this man/woman who finds themselves never fitting into the world they live. During their lifetime, the schoolwork, the job, the family, paying the taxes, social upheaval, and the other numerous responsibility and injustice have together crushed them. Living among the zombie-like crowd, when this man/woman looks at the people around them, they can't refrain from being baffled at the monotonous and sometimes, breakneck pace of life. People around seem so "adapted", but not this man/woman. At a certain point, they feel their life can no longer go on like this, and set out the search for himself/herself, and explore the meaning of life. But what exactly is the meaning of life? Could there be any meaning to leading such a harsh life? "I don't know, but I think there's an app for that," if you ask Siri.

Then one day, as usual, this man/woman is browsing the Internet on their smartphone to rejuvenate from an exhausting week of work. Something unexpectedly begins to catch their eye: "Why haven't you waken up!? This world is an illusion! They are making us slaves!! We already have bases on Mars!!!" "OMG, could this be for real?" they think to themselves. It isn't long before they dig up more truth of this very circus they live in: a big-time cover up. Shocked, perplexed, and exasperated, this man/woman wonders what to do about it. A strong sense of duty then starts to surge up inside this man/woman; years after years, they've been quite committed to that duty. Until one day, this man/woman finds themselves rather beat, dog-tired tired. Even worse, with the expansion of their consciousness over the years has come the indescribable amount of stress to cope with intel like, the Grand Experiment, the origins of the dark forces, about All is ONE; and to their great astonishment, about the universe might actually being a hologram itself. It is at this juncture that this man/woman no longer views life and the universe as the way they used to perceive: a contrasting perspective that is set to the course of scrutinizing everything from the perspective of Creator Gods.

There is nothing wrong to examine things from a higher perspective because it so helps ease our pain and liberate ourselves from our own viewpoint. After all, it is less scary to have everything followed according to plans than to have no plans at all, right? It is less shocking to have control than having no control of our lives, and who can blame us for thinking it this way? However, with the control of intel flow and no recollection of previous incarnations, it sometimes might be hard for us to have a complete perspective. How many times have we tried to soothe ourselves that "They are just playing their roles to help us grow! They used to be Archangels; how come they would ever want to hurt us? It's just a test!!"? Some find this energy attack thing and whether our shadows being manipulated by these beings pretty absurd. And indeed it sounds absurd at the very first time of hearing it.

How many times do we find ourselves trapped inside a maze and a victim of our higher selves whenever we think there "must" be a higher plan/divine plan to all this delay, all this suffering? How many times have we heard something like "the Gods have given us an extra x-month period so that our consciousness can expand more, so we can be MORE ready," and we thought to ourselves, "Ok, that explains the delay quite a lot"? How many times have we heard that this experiment provides "the most extreme" spiritual path for people to explore their "deepest" shadows, and thus a "big-time" opportunity for us to evolve because we will no longer experience our shadows "to the fullest" once back in higher dimensions? What's sarcastic is that we do NOT have to know our deepest shadow by exploring in such an adversity, because the yearning to help finish "the Grand Experiment" might sometimes entangle ourselves into the net and further catalyzes the separation from Source and the Light Forces as we all wonder when the insane experiment is going to end. If what Cobra said is true, those attempts have already been finished. Could there be any possibility that the dark forcess are taking advantage of our pursuit for the understanding of the experiment, thus leaving us feeling like victims to our higher selves and Gods?


EM: Are we now in the third attempt – according to some websites - to achieve unity by having the Light to integrate their own shadows, and SIMULTANEOUSLY by having the Dark to embrace their inner Light?

Cobra: No. As I have said, those attempts have been finished. Now the only thing that is remaining is removal of all darkness as soon as possible and liberation of every ascension being from the grip of the Dark Forces as soon as possible in a safe way.


It looks like we will also be putting ourselves into great danger because instead of following up our safety protocol in the prior to birth contract with the Light Forces, we somehow can't get ourselves distracted from the search for the missing pieces.


EM: Before incarnation, we also sign contracts with the Light Forces. Are those contracts mainly dealing with protection?

Cobra: Okay, basically one of the major contracts was done about your mission. So you made your agreement with the Light Forces that you will carry your mission and also major protection and life course agreements were made but the problem is here that many people did not follow up with those agreements and this is one of the reasons why this planetary situation is taking so long.

EM: So most of them don’t even follow their protection contracts with the Light Forces?

Cobra: They don’t follow any of the agreements that were made, and that’s the main problem here. One of the main problems on this planet. 

EM: So even with safety contracts with the Light Forces prior to birth, it certainly wouldn’t hurt if we ask again a full protection from them as we awake during the transition, right? 

Cobra: Yes, but what I’m saying here is that the people who were incarnated did not follow up with their contract. They did not follow the agreements and this is why the protection grid has collapsed on the surface of the planet.


It's not until very recently that we started being aware of these energy attacks. We've all been there when we thought we could handle an energy attack or two, until our faith was totally shattered due to the excessive amount of intel that is disclosed. It finally dawned on us that this could be a living hell for real, and those beings are by no means just playing their roles. Since then, some begin to doubt their ability to take the necessary action to resolve all this: the implants, the parasites, the manipulated DNA, the programming, the ego, and wait, oh yes, the infamous scalar wave technology. Nothing will ever work for them again because when they finally manage to calm down, there comes this thought, "Oh gosh, what about the manipulated DNA? No...don't open that door..... don't open that door....Crxp! The ego is attacking me again!? Damn, they are ALL attacking! They are ALL attacking!!!"

You see how hard it is for a person to remain calm and take absolute control of all this? You can't always be on your guard against so much negativity. You can't even fall asleep because you are worried you will no longer be you the next day morning, or whether another wave of energy attack is going to strike in your sleep. It's pretty disturbing with every aspect of your life being potentially jeopardized, and you think the only cure to this is for you to end your life. Nor can you tell the difference whether you really want to kill yourself or it is the projection from those malicious beings. It's all very confusing and very annoying.

Without the help from the Light Forces, it seems like one can no longer "even" continue with the mundane life and move on from trauma. "Yeah, don't get me started on the Light Forces!!" Why? Is it because they haven't taken down the scalar wave technology? Is it because RM and the Light Forces underestimate all this and you find yourself pretty unsafe until that final breakthrough? Of course, these are the very reasons, and quite understandable. It is true that they've underestimated and failed to remove the exotic weaponry like biochips and the scalar weapons, but it never means we can't seek protection. There are numerous safety protocol that Cobra has provided in previous interviews, one of which being invisible to those beings. No one says the assistance need to come from the RM, if we don't have faith in them, no offence. Ask for the assistance from the much higher dimensional beings like Central Race, Source, and Ascended Masters who have mastered Space and Time and has developed much more advanced technology.

Corey claimed that the Cabal used to fire up a certain weapon to the Central Race, but only to end up in their own demise by that very weapon they made when it is deflected by the Central Race. Until recently, we also learn that even scalar weapons can be "deflected" through meditations if one has a very strong mind over matter consciousness (see Goldfish Report No. 100 interview). But I guess no one wants to lead a life on guard "around the clock", and that's when the help from the Light Forces might come in handy. People need to be really clear of what they want now, and moving on should probably be the top priority for these people who have, unfortunately, their fair share of those traumas.

The 4th dimension is as far as these beings' consciousness can go as Cobra has previously stated; otherwise, they would have defeated Source long time ago, instead of fleeing to Earth from their previous stronghold, Orion, which was cleared by the Light Forces. Nevertheless, to underestimate them would be a huge mistake, because they can still control the surface population on a planet to a significant extent with mind control. Why else would they put so much effort into feeding us with some alien invasion movies in which humanity is always, always, a total loser, as is confirmed by Corey on various occasions. They know we can ask for help because it is written in Galactic Codex, but have successfully brainwashed us to keep us permanently stuck inside the victim hood loop so that we will falsely believe "If the Light Forces can't tear down the weapons, then there is NO protection!" Of course, there is protection.

The more we try to see things from a higher perspective, the more we find ourselves a victim, simply because we are living in a world of time, and we have feelings toward the delay and people can get drained and disheartened. We all have our moments of talking ourselves into believing that "Time is an illusion, time does not exist". Well by now, I guess we all have our moments believing time is a bi..., I mean, witch. Nor can we talk ourselves out of this misery with words like "This is a hologram", as again "time" is an issue and it matters to people who have been dedicated to this task for such an extended length of time. Even worse is that time is not the "only" issue, people have other problems as well.

As previously explained by Cobra, the universe is a hologram, but NOT the hologram we falsely believe in. When we say a hologram, it feels more like a video game, and indeed an "illusion" for us. When you "log into" the game, you "created" a character. And when your character, let's say, get stabbed on the street, you just drink a potion, and in no time, your will be beating that player to the ground. Life is just like that, in no way. When you get stabbed, you bleed, and if you don't get rushed to the hospital immediately, you die from losing too much blood. By the time you were discharged from the hospital, the stabby Joe has been long gone. And if you are out in the jungle doing some field research, there are chances that you might be bitten by a poisonous spider or snake. Serious things can happen to people if one is to be naively thinking that life is but a hologram, but an illusion. Then one might as well step inside a pool of sharks and crocodiles and see if it hurts. It might be true that we could be teleported to somewhere far and be healed instantly with the technology from the Light Forces, but we are not there yet. The veil is yet to be lifted. And things can get risky if we have to lead a duality life without knowing how to protect ourselves.

But living in the duality world for so long has left us always seeking for tangible proof. We think and behave based on the information gathered through our five senses, and we think this is it. If it's an injury to our physical bodies, then it's pretty obvious for us to observe. Ironically, what we are dealing with are attacks that we can't see and, worse, don't even know when. If we don't believe in any of this, then who can blame us? All this seems so far-fetched anyway, some might agree. But one thing for sure is that some people are growing tired of these attacks, which really deprive them of the quality of life, with them always having to concern when the next wave of attack is going to hit. How is one going to carry on a mission, if he or she is to be in constant dread of their own safety? There might also be other reasons that are deterring them from fulfilling their mission, financially or non-financially, and it is quite understandable if they choose to quit.

We all have our moments when everything seems so upside down and just want to leave everything behind, immersed in our own sorrow that no one else understands and even cares to ask. We feel like victims, and there are few options for victims as we have been whipped over and over again by this harsh circus animal trainers that have attempted to tame us, divide us, so that we can be as docile, weak, separated as they want. "Victims have no options...Victims have NOOOO options!!", cells of cells of wounded animals lying breathlessly on the ground inside such a dark, narrow, confined space, groaning over scars after scars that seem will never heal completely.

Until one point, individual after individual begin to say no and wonder if there is any protection in this predicament, in this quarantine. And thus questions begin to be raised, asking Cobra "Can we ask the Light Forces to protect us from this and that?" or "Can we ask the Light Forces to intervene more on our behalf more directly?" We are beginning to seek our own protection inside this prison in every possible way, and it is a sign of victims trying to "have an option", which they thought was completely impossible before. Yes, the protection won't resolve our financial or family problems. Yes, it won't suddenly manifest gold for us so as to carry on our mission. And yes, to our great dismay, it won't evacuate us from this prison. The protection, however, will help us "pull it through until that final breakthrough".

If you are not doing this for the Light Forces, for your star family, just do it for yourself! You are the one who can put yourself out of this misery if you choose to ask for their protection. Everyone deserves a protection, and it's enacted in Galactic Codex, and it doesn't say you can't have that protection simply because you fail to fulfill your plan. It's programming, which leads to sense of separation, and further spirals down into victim hood; thus, control is maintained because the victim so believes there's no other way than to end their lives when, in fact, that person "does" have a choice to be protected. How many times have you watched a movie that unfolds with the characters having no choice but to "accept their cruel destiny", and worse "blame the God for all this madness for not saving him/her out of this plight"? It's understandable, because with so limited intel received while we just awake, we are trying to figure out things based on, again, our own perspective, but we are beginning to break that chain of "accepting your brutal fate and suffer in silence" mindset and we are making some progress.    

We also used to think that the Light Forces are taking "absolute" control of the condition, because we so believed in that everything IS according to "higher" plans, and that EVERYTHING is alright from the higher perspective. But it is not. It is true that Source has a complete understanding of the situation on this planet and knows "every" scheme of the dark forces, but is subject to dark forces' intel flow control with the hostage-retaliation mechanism. The dark forces have figured out this long time ago. It is a pretty useful tactic, because they know the Light Forces care about their people down here. As time goes by and nothing happens, people will gradually feel the separation from God when they choose to continue believing there is a higher purpose to that delay. Just look at the number of people around that get discouraged over the promise not being fulfilled year after year, and part ways with us. It's genius. Hiding the truth in plain sight, keeping feeding people with some higher messages and promises, faith collapsed and lost forever, unity divided, and quarantine maintained. After all, who wants to face a life that sucks and nothing goes according to plans? I wouldn't.


EM: Is it true that Source with its all-seeing eye knows every scheme of the Dark Forces, but with hostages being held, the Source has to allow the control of the intel flow? Correct?

Cobra: Unfortunately, yes, that is true.

EM: So, Source knows every scheme of the Dark Forces?

Cobra: Yes.

EM: Can people ask the Source to intervene much more in view of the control of the intel flow

Cobra: It is good to ask Source for more direct intel flow and more direct intervention. That’s actually a very good idea.


It is also not until very recently that we begin to finally convince ourselves that "Okay, the RM, the Light Forces, and even for the Ascended Masters might have actually underestimated all this, and they themselves might not even know the layers upon layers of toplet bombs, and that's why it is taking so long...and maybe...maybe the Ascended Masters or the Wingmakers, both of whom are supposed to guide and oversee our evolutionary process, have all failed to carry out the plans successfully. But how come, I mean, how come? They are supposed to guide us!? Why the RM should assist the breakthrough when they suck at every level of removing the exotic weaponry? Is this a test? This IS a test, isn't it!?" You see how hard it is to get oneself rid of all this kind of thought and gain back one's faith in Light? It cannot happen overnight; once it is broken, it's broken forever, and it may or may not take long to regain faith again, simply because we've been lied and hurt before, and we honestly don't know what is truth anymore, nor do we care. It's all very confusing. All we know is this monotonous life that we've been familiar with since we were born, and it is very, very, tempting for one to choose again to live inside such an enslaving society, no matter how dull it is. It gives people a certain level of weird and indescribable sense of security because people feel fearful to embark on a path that is unknown to the many. It indeed is, by no means, an easy choice to make.

But if we want to regain our faith in Light, and to liberate ourselves from all this school-learning thing, there is one thing we have to be on the same page: Source, Ascended Masters, and all the galactic sentient beings of Light have been trying to resolve this primary anomaly even for too long a time, and they've "already" come to the conclusion that these dark forces must be arrested, and sent to the Galactic Central Sun to be dissolved ASAP if they choose not to compensate for the damage they've done to us once arrested, simply because our planet has the "densest" primary anomaly, and we are dealing with the most malicious beings probably in the known Galactic history with our very own lives being threatened in every possible way.


EM:  Is it true that throughout all the years of Galactic Wars that some beings in both Light and Dark Forces have grown tired of this battle that seems never end, and they have come to the realization that unity could not be obtained by controlling and subduing the opposite polarity?

Cobra: I would say that it is not possible to reconcile those polarities in a harmonious way because the Dark Forces have no [inaudible] intention of cooperating. So the only way that this can be resolved is by transporting certain of those beings into the Galactic Central Sun. There is no other way. The Light Forces were trying to resolve that conflict in a peaceful way for a very long time – even for too long a time – and it was not successful. So the only way out is that certain beings will simply have to be disintegrated.

EM: Are we now in the third attempt – according to some websites - to achieve unity by having the Light to integrate their own shadows, and SIMULTANEOUSLY by having the Dark to embrace their inner Light? 

Cobra: No. As I have said, those attempts have been finished. Now the only thing that is remaining is removal of all darkness as soon as possible and liberation of every sentient being from the grip of the Dark Forces as soon as possible in a safe way.


Source is as much as with us at this juncture, and is definitely not some Gods high "above" us. Seven Lords of Fire, also known as seven Kumaras, chose to stay with us 7 million years ago, when time has come for human race to reach individualization (Aurora 2012, p. 71) These highly evolved beings had gathered a host of starry beings to assist us as well. It is not until recently that, to our great astonishment, this seven Kumaras actually turn out to be their higher selves back in Source. Probably from now on, our sense of feeling separated from Source will begin to change, because some beings from Source have been fighting with us and can understand our fatigue because they are as much tired as we are. And it's not some insane teaching that the God creates evil and this experiment to better know Himself, because these Gods already know our pains, and determined to be with us long time ago, and there are seven of them! Though they are not incarnated human beings, perhaps they are working with the ascended masters and the Light Forces.


a.) (From the first E.M. Cobra interview, March 4, 2016)

EM: Is significant progress being made in the battle led by the King of the World and that very particular army against the dark forces?

Cobra: Yes.

EM: Is it true that no blood will be shed, and the battle will be won by their great wisdom?

Cobra: To a great extent yes. 

EM: Are they as much tired as we all are now, and they also want the Event to happen as soon as possible?

Cobra: Yes.



EM: Do all these 13 Kumaras have higher selves back in Source?

Cobra: They are their higher selves, actually, and they are connected with the Source.



EM: In view of the control over the flow of intel by the Chimera group, is it true that even for Resistance Members, they themselves also underestimated the quarantine Earth status, and are as shocked as we are?  

Cobra: Yes, they also underestimated the situation and it was quite a surprise for them as well. Not as much as for the surface population but still they were not expecting this to be so difficult and they were not expecting this to be taking so long.

EM: Even for the Galactic Confederation of Light, the Ascended Masters, and the Sphere Being Alliance, they all experience the same setbacks and can certainly understand the frustration and pains of the surface population?

Cobra: I cannot comment on the Sphere Being Alliance because I either do not have contact with that group or I perceive those things differently but yes, for the Ascended Masters, even they were not expecting something like this. Actually nobody in this Universe was expecting the darkness to go so far and nobody was expecting the situation to be so difficult and so challenging so nobody was prepared for this really.

EM: What about Source? 

Cobra: Source – of course the Source was and is aware of this. But communication with the Source is never perfect in this dimension of the Universe. And understanding of the cosmic situation is never perfect because of the primary anomaly so this is why this perception from the Source did not completely transmit into the manifested Universe.

EM: Would you agree that even for Wingmakers they have experienced the same setback? 

Cobra: They have experienced the same setback in a different way. Not so directly, not so drastically but more as the frustration of not being able to transmit the divine plan more efficiently to the Galactic Light Forces and to intervene more directly in the planetary situation. Their original plan was more direct contact with the surface population, more disclosure, and faster liberation.


The Light Forces have already reached their decisions long time ago to send these beings to the Galactic Central Sun and liberate Earth, and they are eagerly anticipating to tell us this "truth". Now that we have the chance to know this truth, are we willing to "accept" it and their assistance, or continue believing that there must be some insane higher purpose for these malicious beings, and Source does not want them to be sent to the Central Sun to be disintegrated because we are not yet learning our lessons, we are not ready, but only to be disappointed year after year again because of the delay?

Yes, the truth is shocking. Yes, nothing going according to plan sucks. Yes, shadows being manipulated sounds daunting and really deprives us of our quality of life. Yes, the intel-compartmentalization has shattered our faith in the Light Forces, and maybe in Cobra, over the years. Now the only one who can make a decision for us is: us. They know the breakthrough is taking too long, and they want us to be safe until that final breakthrough, but only if we choose to be protected.

If this is indeed a school to learn, just ask yourselves this: How come one is going to learn with so much limitation in your lives, with your financial abundance being stripped of, with your family ties being purposely broken, with constant fear that whether those beings are projecting their thoughts to you, with energy attacks that are too numerous to count and always, always push you to the edge of nervous breakdown? Maybe we could learn a thing or two from such a harsh environment in past lives, but at this juncture to trigger the breakthrough, we have to be aware that this school-learning thing is really dragging us behind from leaving this planet to explore other worlds and ripping us apart, as we all have wondered what's the point of this "experiment" and puzzled at the Source and the Light Forces' unwillingness to intervene more directly.

We could either wait for the Event to put ourselves out of all this misery, or we could put an end to this madness right now by asking the protection from the Light Forces. These sentient beings are doing all they can to try to inform us of the protection and to understand our situation so that they can better help us, but only if we choose to. They are already being so honest with us by revealing that they themselves do not have full control of the situation and they are also surprised that the liberation is taking far too long. If mutual trust must be built in some way, I think they are already building that communication bridge right now by being the first one to be completely honest. It's our freewill now on how to react to their sincerity.


Video originally made by: SneakingFox,
shared by Sapphire


Petals of white

Cover fields flowing in grieving tears

And all the hearts once new, old and shattered now

Love can kill, love will die
Give me wings to fly
Fleeing this world so cold
I just wonder why

Cold as the dark

Now my words are frosted with every breath

Still the heat burns wild, growing inside this heart

When the wind changes course, when the stars align

I will reach out to you and leave this all behind

When heavens divide

When heavens divide

I will see the choices within my hands

How can we ever protect and fight with our tiny souls?

Let me shine like the sun through the doubts and fear

Do you feel the storm approach as the end draws near?

When heavens divide

Time will come to softly lay me down

Then I can see a face that I long to see

And for you, only you I would give anything

Leaving a trace for love to find a way

When heavens divide

I will dive into the fire

Spilling the blood of my desire

The very last time

My name scorched into the sky

When heavens divide

I will see the choices within my hands

How can we ever protect and fight with our tiny souls?

Let me shine like the sun through the doubts and fear

Do you feel the storm approach as the end draws near?

When heavens divide

Time will come to softly lay me down

Then I can see a face that I long to see

And for you, only you I would give anything

Leaving a trace for love to find a way

When heavens divide

And for you, only you I would give anything

Leaving a trace for love to find a way

                                                       When heavens divide