The Inner Circle Life of Lightworkers--The Unspoken Financial Gap

Preface

Prior to the main article, I would like to express my deepest gratitude to an old couple that have always been there for me throughout these years. Their words of encouragement, understanding, and most importantly, honesty, have gotten me through today. From our interaction, I graduallhy learn the exchange of some honest opinions are actually "possible" within this community.

In the following lists my observation of this group, "as objective as possible". Like a great many others before me, I am devastated by the similar frustration, doubt, grief, and indignation. I'm NOT a saint. I have feelings: the kind of average-hostage-Alice-who-has-fumbled-around-and-stumbled-on-the-ultimate-key-to-raise-my-vibration-so-as-to-exit-this-so-called-insane-negative ETs'-amument-park-and-still-is-not-being-provided-the-long-awaited-proof-yet feelings. 

Disclaimers: This article is NOT to defame Cobra, or any other lightworker, workshop owners and employees, or simply anyone within this group. We all once had our own fair share of abusive remarks and taunts, and neither one of us like them. The purpose of this article is to illustrate and discuss the possible reasons behind the leaving of former lightworkers. Hopefully, we are also looking for clarification from Cobra himself on many issues. I repeat, this article is NOT to defame Cobra, or any other lightworker, workshop owners and employess, or anyone within this group.

Why Are Former Lightworkers Leaving?

Does this sight look familiar to you? --- A wave of former lightworkers leave, and another wave enters this year, next year, and the year after that. In group discussion, everyone cannot wait to discuss the day when and how they started their missions with the excitement and eagerness so profound, but few of them ever wonder what happened to the former lightworkers. "They leave because they are never meant to be! What a sinister deed for someone to always look outside for evidence!" Is that really so?

People leave for various reasons. For some, it is the lack of hard evidence, for others, it is either their financial, physical, or even mental conditions that no longer allow them to continue, and for still others, it's both. But all the aforementioned reasons pale in comparsion with the lack of support from the group, and the prevalent accusation of "working for the cabal" or "evils' minions".

The Unspoken Gap

How long one can put up a fight against the tyraany is, in fact, determined considerably by two factors: finanical and physical health conditions. For the first 4 to 5 years, most people can still somehow manage to persevere despite the constant delay. We think our health and finanical problems could all be resolved once the breakthrough reaches the surface. A year later, we tell ourselves the same thing. But after another year, we find ourselves "gradually" losing the capacity for getting through the status quo, simply because we become less and less finanically-independent and our health conditions are deteriorating at a pace that no types of "current" medical technology can repair.

To people who are urging others to "call for more help from the positive ETs" or "try working on your financial abdundance", I would simply say that they are missing two key factors to the financial- abundance-and-the-magic-of-crystals-or-violet-flame equation: the AMOUNT of wealth that one currently has at disposal, and the SEVERITY of one's illness.

I believe EVERYONE will be able to resolve her and his finances at a great ease, once everyone is granted the similar amount of financial resoures that are either passed down from their ancestors, or they already had accumulated a certain amount of wealth when they were young and now are retired or semi-retired. I also believe EVERYONE will be cured of their diseases easily, if it is NOT chronic diseases, cancers, or other incurable diseases like Alzheimer's  disease, diabetes, HIV/AIDS, and Parkinson's diseases. I think few even apprehend how depressing pouring all your money therapy after therapy while NOT getting any better is. 

The Myth About Financial Abundance Protocol And the Missing Factors 

Before manifesting one's financial abundance, one has to a.) withdraw money from the bank and b.) invest. I'm all on not putting all our money into the bank, and that we should manage our money wisely. But the funny thing about the success story of manifesting financial abundance is that people within this group RARELY tell you that investing could, sometimes, be quite "risky". The more financial resources one has on hand, the more risks one can take. I'm NOT saying it does not frustrate at all for people with numerous financial resources available. All I'm saying is that losing money isn't something that is to the liking of the have-nots, either. It does not take a finanical degree to know investing INVOLVES RISKS, and yet many people within this community are already raving about the magic of financial abundance protocols, as if it were as easy as waving a magic wand, and bibbidi- bobbidi-boo, buckets of Gold are at your door. Even an insurance company will tell you there are risks to investing.

If manifesting abundance is so simple, thousands of lightworkers' lives are already improved. Poverty-stricken regions in third world countries like Africa would have no longer existed. The world hunger would have already been resolved as well. Who needs a replicator to do that, if manifestation protocols are indeed that magical? And who even waits for the Light Forces to bring down the cabal and distribute Saint Germain's funds to all lightworkers and people all over the world when one can "simply" pass down the knowledge of abundance to others so that world hunger and poverty could all be stopped? I'm NOT saying I don't believe miracles or any of this. All I'm saying is free energy and all other types of advanced healing technology is NOT released yet, and until it is, with the current resources we have, the effect is quite limited. So please...some people gotta to stop exaggerating and spreading unconfirmed or untested medical results. You are making it worse by dissuading others from seeking professional help and delaying their treatment. For some who have always made their clarification, and offered their honest opinions, I do appreciate it! 

Speaking of financial abundance protocol, do people EVEN do their own research about what "exactly" financial abundance protocol is? First and foremost, the liberation of the mentality that "I don't deserve a good life". Second, refrain from borrowing money from relatives, having credit card loans, car loans, or personal loans from a bank, and use credit cards, Apple Pay or Google Pay LESS OFTEN, so that the shadow government or business tycoons know less about your consuming habits. Third, invest in gold, jewelery, or other valuable metals, real estate and so on so forth, rather than despositing it in the bank.

Even with that knowledge in mind, one still has to face a fundamental question: where is the money to invest? And once again, another good question: how many risks I can take. I agree the first abundant protocol can easily be implemented, but what about the second and third one, especially when someone is already so caught up in financial burden?
   
The magic of financial abundance protocol is one that enchants a great many, but rarely few would elaborate on HOW they actually make that money, and admit the risks involved. It's definitely NOT something through which one stikes it rich overnight by enchanting Mantra. Some people are misguiding others. Worse yet, those people rarely mention the financial backgroup knowledge required to invest. For instance, a person who knows stock market for 15 years has more edges in investing than a person who just begins her research. And if a person knows nothing of real estate property, she will keep losing money buying the wrong house.

"Nonsense! I know nothing about investing, about stock market, real estate, or cryptocurrency, and yet I'm raking it in." Well, then I assume that the major source of the finances probably come from selling stones online or shops with 15 to 20 emplyees or less. To be honest, I don't see there is anything wrong with this business IF THEY ARE TRULY ASSISTING THE BREAKTHROUGH. However, one cannot help wondering do these workshop owners, or Cobra's business partners, ever understand what it feels like to juggle work, liberation and family issues? When one's occupation is in line with liberation, the biggest and major hurdle--finance--is settled. Do they know what it even feels like to have an unsteady job or shift, to give up one's dream job so that one can continue their missions, or the overwhelming stress to make both ends meet, to pay one's medical bills, phone bills, electricity bills and other forms of bills that are too numerous to count? I'm NOT saying people of this occupation don't have these problems or never sacrifice anything. I'm fully aware that some of them do sacrifice a lot just like us, or probably more than us. But too few of them would even show their understanding and respect to others working for them. I have to admit that, however, the truth is we are not even showing enough understanding or respect to them, to Cobra, to Corey Goode, to David Wilcock, or any other whistleblowers, EITHER.

You know how the fabric of society is torn apart? By dividing the haves and the have-nots. I have something you don't have, and you have something that I don't. By labelling. People tend to label others based on different ideology, races, cultures, and religions. In politics, for instance, we have the left wing and the right wing. But doubt is the most powerful catalyst, intensified by misunderstanding and the lack of sympathy or empathy. Hence, duality is formed. Rifts arise. Trust severed. Heart strangled and hopes smothered. And people, beginning to turn on each other.

Are we really planning to keep playing this mind game with the cabal, or are we finally going to lend an ear to those who have different ideology, doubt, or fear? Decades ago, former lightworkers have encountered the exact same conflict. Corey Goode and his team now also encounter the same conflict. I assume this happens to any party whose aim is to bring down the cabal and help usher in a new era for the humanity. I'm pretty much sure there are already quite a few who do lend an ear, but there NEEDS to be more. More doubt will keep coming up to the surface, and like it or not, no one can handle all of them at one time, as long as we are still caught somewhere between the old and the new era. Those doubt will HAVE TO BE DEALT WITH NOW. And we have to start having more compassion for others. Now or never. If you don't have doubt of these sorts, good for you! You don't have to be gnawed at by this great confusion like many others who have had their fair share of. But please do show a bit of your compassion for others.

The Little Amount of Donations Received to Help Lightworkers

Not so long ago, when a renowed site finally lauched a donation to help lightworkers worldwide tide over their great financial burden, everyone is thrilled to hear about this great cause and all looks forward to the result. It is a great cause indeed, as far as I am concerned, and a noble and nice gesture, but what takes me and everyone by big surprise is the little amount of donations received at the end of the event. 

I highly doubt that this number is gonna resolve the predicament of even just one lightworker alone for good, let alone thousands of them worldwide. I'm NOT mad at this site or the fundraisers, but mad and also baffled at the sad truth that most people would rather fork out hundreds buying stones, crystals, or lands for contact dish project, or investing in other projects to push the breakthrough forward, instead of lending a hand to their "so-called" sisters and brothers when they have the chance. 
  
"Can't Cobra make a donation?" "He can donate stones, but can't organize a fundraiser?" "If Cobra can't because of the tomplet bombs, well then, can Cobra, at least, give 'a piece of advice' to people around him?" "And if he does give a piece of advice, is he frustrated by people's reluctance to lend a hand?" 

I have been bombarded by numerous questions of this sort, for like a thousand times...and I honestly don't know the answer to each one of them... I think these questions truly deserve clarification...one by one... I don't think now is the time to shun away from questions of this type anymore... People can combat the cabal without proof for the first 5 to 6 years...but not the rest of their life... We deserve answerS...Not just "an" answer... People keep telling me "At least we will have scientific proof from the SSP in Corey Goode's group, with a great number of academic essays released that detail how our consciouness affects the universe as well as public Q & A sessions as to how a particular type of free energy works from scientists in various fields, devling into the laws of physics behind the craft and the technology." That, I can't argue...and I can only cross my fingers, hoping one day in the future Cobra is right...  

Ever wonder why coherence is never achieved in this community? BECAUSE WE NEVER GET DOWN TO THE SPECIFICS, COMMUNICATE AND HELP CLARIFY THINGS. We frown up people having doubt like this. We accuse them of being "too programmed", "evils' minions",  and "a dark agent working for the cabal".

And you know what the most intimidating part is? You never get to know about others' intentions. Why? Because there are all kinds of people in and out of this group every year. From the most benevelent ones to the most unscrupulous. I have personally met people being defrauded of what little savings they hardly come by. I have also met women being molested by someone who claimed to be their twin-flame or soul mate, but is, in actuality, no more than just a pig. Two cases so far have gone viral on the Internet in my region. One of the girls was even offended by an executive in the group, who is now expelled, but had worked for at least a year here. People kept asking if there is more. Not frightening enough?

With so much chaos, disorder, mistrust, and the lack of proof for so many years, one's trust for this community has already been tested to the limit. And some of us are even pretending one's financial and physical conditions never pose as a problem, lecturing people for not doing good enough while neglecting the cabal having EVERY resource they need to crash us. Ever wonder why it is so hard to bring down the tyranny? Because it REQUIRES TIME AND RESOURCES. The recent protest in Hong Kong serves as a best example of how the powers that be can easily crash its citizenry. Even with millions of people taking to the street, the local government keep playing dumb. Three months into the protest without income, how much longer do you think they can hold on? 

People gotta to stop pointing fingers at those who used to fight side by side with us... I'm NOT saying not a single person do that in this community; in fact, there are a few that I know of personally and from the comment section under each of Cobra's post. But this is apparently not enough, if I have to be honest... There needs to be more, and SHOULD be more people putting themselves into other people's shoes, instead of just paying lip service and being so pretending, accusing people of being so programmed or 'puppets of Archons'...

We are expected to set our course torward a Galactic Society. What does this even mean to you? And do people ever understand what a Galactic Society truly denotes? You think I'm so fake and pretending as well, why don't you try for yourself and see what it feels like? You think it is like taking candy from a baby to try to give people a little bit of understanding while being surrounded by all aspects of stress in your life, be it financial or health, or the alienation from your family and even close friends? See for yourself whether you will be devoured by lonliness, frustration, indignation, resentment, and yes oh yes, despair and revenge. I already told you I'm not a saint. I'm not less frustrated than anyone else is, keeping asking myself how come teamwork is even harder to achieve than I had expected. 

Because we never talk and we never communicate, even for just once... I would simply say I've waited long enough for Cobra to offer explanation for way too many things that have long kept perplexing me. And I certainly have waited long enough for Cobra to be the one that stops the infighting within this community. He could have been the leader who shows us teamwork, but chose to sidestep that. During the year around 2013 to 2014, several devoted former lightworkers had also wondered why Cobra only placed his focus on holding worldwide seminars, updating posts, selling stones or crystalls, and finding business partners and building tachyon chambers rather than being the glue that holds us together. 

Maybe we place too much pressure on him. His mission, if and only if he is indeed the person he claims to be, is to be the spokesperson of the Resistance Members, and therefore, relaying intel to us. But deep down inside me, inside everyone, we expect a little bit more than that. A former lightworker once said, "Cobra and the positive ETs will never know how frustrating it is to achieve group coherence until they finally get their hands-on experiences." I can't say I don't agree with that, but I would like to offer gratitude to Cobra as well for the things that he had once inspired me. 

If what Cobra says is true, then we never show enough understanding and respect to him. But I cannot say Cobra's preoccupation with "being the spokesperson" does not affect me at all and those who have left. The task is way too demanding and people are under a lot of stress. There is too much confusion... and too less clarification... and we are either not knowing the way, or too burnt-out now to initiate the very first communication across all parties within this group... If there is a summer camp for that, please, do let me know. 

So what now? Seems like we are left with only one option: communication. It has a psychological basis. If any relationship is to be fixed, communication is the key, no matter how long it takes. Only after that can our respective thoughts and feelings gradually sink in both sides. Then mutual understanding will occur, bit by bit, step by step. No shortcut. 

To conclude the article, I would like to point out again that I'm NOT saying everyone who is selling stones, or in any healing workshop, or simply anyone in this line of work or community, has no financial burden, health problems or others. I know many of them are just employees or volunteers, and simply work under others, and are met with financial difficulty just like a normal person is. Some of these people even have to move from place to place, or have suffered from chronic diseases for a long time, and it's nearly impossible for them already to take care of themselves. I am also definitely NOT implying all managers or owners of workshops, or even Cobra, disregard the well-beings of their employees and lightworkers. Some do this truly for the benefits of mankind. Others simply want more than that in their pockets. It's quite complicated. And the longer you stay in this community, the more difficulty it is for you to tell who is who. Still, I would like to give them the benefit of doubt, so won't be giving names for fear of wrongly accusing them. But I might be proven wrong in the end, so if you still have doubt then don't take my words for it and do whatever you feel is the right thing to help others and the society. I surely can relate how confusing it is, and I'm sure there are still some people in or out of this group that are willing to exchange their honest opinions with you. 

So sending my best regards to these people, and my deepest gratitute to anyone that has been willing to lend more than just a ear and hand to them. I would also urge people to always exercise a bit of caution when interacting with strangers and open their minds a bit at one time, so that they will know they are never alone.